Inlays of a red xplorer ;

Moving forward ;

Traditions started with useful intention 

Now subjugate those too numb to question

I’m still here.

I am a question to the world
Not an answer to be heard
Or a moment
That’s held in your arms. 

Is this your salvation?
Is this all you can give?
I will not stand in reflection
Of someone else’s dream.

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Happy 21st birthday my dear Darren. I’m sorry I never had the chance to celebrate your birthday. We’ll have all the celebrations in the world when I finally get to see you again at the end of days. I love you brother. Always had, always will. X

I see your shadow all the time
I see your face inside my mirror
Like a sunset in the sky
You distract me from my fears
I keep holding it inside
And I wish that you were near
It’s better when You’re here

Elendil’s Oath

Et Eárello Endorenna utúlíen.
Sínome maruvan ar Hildínyar
Tenn’ Ambar-metta.

How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand, there is no going back? There are some things that time cannot mend, some hurts that go too deep that have taken hold. 

For the sweetest,

Sleep tight my boy, love always x.

Hero of the day ;

Mama, they try and break me

The window burns to light the way back home,
a light that warms, no matter where they've gone,
they're off to find the hero of the day,
but what if they should fall by someone's wicked ways,

Still the window burns,
time so slowly turns,
someone there is sighing,
keepers of the flame,
do you feel your name,
can't you hear your babies crying?

Mama they try and break me
still they try and break me,

Scuse me while i tend to how i feel,
these things return to me that still seem real,
now, deservingly, this easy chair,
but the rocking stops by wheels of dispair,

Don't want your aid,
but the fist i make
for years can't hold or feel,
no i'm not all me,
so, please excuse while i tend to how i feel,

So, now the dreams and waking screams
that everlast the night,
so, build a wall behind it crawl,
and hide until it's light,
so, can you hear your babies crying now?

Still the window burns,
time so slowly turns,
and someone there is sighing,
keepers of the flame,
can't you hear your names,
can't you hear your babies crying?

But, now the dreams and waking screams
that everlast the night,
So, build a wall, behind it crawl
and hide until it's light,
so, can't you hear your babies crying now?

I am so high I can hear heaven
I am so high I can hear heaven
Oh but heaven, no heaven don't hear me

And they say that a hero can save us
I'm not gonna stand here and wait
I'll hold onto the wings of the eagles
Watch as we all fly away

Someone told me love will all save us
But how can that be, look what love gave us
A world full of killing, and blood-spilling
That world never came